one whole year.

exactly a year gone by.
what do i feel?
regret?
anger?
remorse?
contentment?
peace?


tired.
ive waited for as long as i can
for what i wanted.
and now it is time to stop.
i have a friend
who would wait without fail until death
or some other desire consumed her
for the one she loved.
but thats not me.
because i have tasted my dream
was it worth it?
maybe i'll never know.


now, it is time to say
goodnight.