So fast,
Lights a blur
Music thumping
Green light, green light
Car shaking
I'm shaking
But I'm calm
And it occurs to me
A flick of my wrist, and-
Finished.
Just like that.
I can see it, in my head
Slow motion
Silence
A lurch forwards and then
And then darkness.
That'd be it.
No more panic
No more bile
No more bleeding
No more thoughts
No more guilt
No more pain
No more.
I came so close.
Closer than I thought I would.
Don't leave me.
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