last, night.

Driving

So fast,

Lights a blur

Music thumping

Green light, green light

Car shaking

I'm shaking

But I'm calm

And it occurs to me

A flick of my wrist, and-

Finished.

Just like that.

I can see it, in my head

Slow motion

Silence

A lurch forwards and then

And then darkness.

That'd be it.

No more panic

No more bile

No more bleeding

No more thoughts

No more guilt

No more pain

No more.

I came so close.

Closer than I thought I would.

Don't leave me.